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Sunday, November 08, 2009

i always know my weakness and drawbacks....that annoyed others deep and a lot...

but only up till last night....

that i found ppl who seemed to have supported me for months......were not actually doing it from their hearts....

that i found ppl saying sth that seemed to hurt me less or to for my own good...was only for his own good.....

that when sb has get rid sth that had frustrated for ages...would fool around that, worse still, invovled the other hurting people.....

and yea...from that.....

i finally agree that.....

everyone is selfish.....

no one is trust-worthy......



i had once been reli amazed by how the miracle happened that god make it by just a bleeze of wind.....knowing that we are always in his plan .....
BUT NOT THE DISASTER AFTER THAT PLEASE....

thatz not sth u would do to sb that u call as "friend'....

thatz totally not sth that a human would do.....

thatz absolutely not sth that a group of somewhere fellowship ppl would do....

but thatz might be sth that a person would do when he no longer see it harmful and related to him.....



if you see it as a joke....as a plan.....to push me off the cliff....

well ...you all succeed.......in this "hoping-not-to-play-too-big-game"

even thatz solely to my imagination......harm is done....

and yea......wtever it is......

i know my position.....

i know where hell is.....

thank you and

congradulations !




Friday, November 06, 2009

錯配............










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其實我知.....................

真的感激你

一直在黑暗處

看著我....

零接觸...

卻相當相當了解我的....

零接觸

卻可以一語中的...

謝謝你....

u do glow in my darkness.........







Monday, November 02, 2009

i know ...

for sure that.....

another depressed episode is on itz way......

arriving soon

so soon

yet

harmless am i

vulnerable and

half dead

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some say love is like a razor

that leads your sould to bleed

and yet

itz the heart afraid of breaking

that never bear to dance again

but juz remember

in the winter

far beneath the bitter snow

lies a seed thatz with our God's love

in the spring becomes a rose....





Saturday, October 31, 2009

戀情懷做依靠
沿途甜或酸仍然互相依靠
常寧願一生至死都與你戀


day after day
night after night

one keeps suppressing
one keeps revealing

if one day

the two changed their duties...

one kept revealing
one kept suppressing

would the world be any different?

.....

how much one has told oneself wt the reality is..
how many times one has thought sth has changed....
and
HOW MANY MORE TIMES ONE HAS DISCOVERED SHOCKINGLY AND UNWILLINGLY THE TRUTH THAT ONE COULDNT WANT TO ADMIT AND FACE ANYMORE......
if one keeps suppressing
one keeps revealing....
however many times the true affect is being dug out
nth will happen.....

hence
conclusion is made.....
one keeps suppressing
one suppresses...

thatz it
yay .....
....


Thursday, October 22, 2009

THANK YOU !

 

今天是這7個月以來其中一個重要的日子.............

 

 

u are playing fire baby..........

 

 



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