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| i always know my weakness and drawbacks....that annoyed others deep and a lot...
but only up till last night....
that i found ppl who seemed to have supported me for months......were not actually doing it from their hearts....
that i found ppl saying sth that seemed to hurt me less or to for my own good...was only for his own good.....
that when sb has get rid sth that had frustrated for ages...would fool around that, worse still, invovled the other hurting people.....
and yea...from that.....
i finally agree that.....
everyone is selfish.....
no one is trust-worthy......
i had once been reli amazed by how the miracle happened that god make it by just a bleeze of wind.....knowing that we are always in his plan .....
BUT NOT THE DISASTER AFTER THAT PLEASE....
thatz not sth u would do to sb that u call as "friend'....
thatz totally not sth that a human would do.....
thatz absolutely not sth that a group of somewhere fellowship ppl would do....
but thatz might be sth that a person would do when he no longer see it harmful and related to him.....
if you see it as a joke....as a plan.....to push me off the cliff....
well ...you all succeed.......in this "hoping-not-to-play-too-big-game"
even thatz solely to my imagination......harm is done....
and yea......wtever it is......
i know my position.....
i know where hell is.....
thank you and
congradulations !
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| 錯配............
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其實我知.....................
真的感激你
一直在黑暗處
看著我....
零接觸...
卻相當相當了解我的....
零接觸
卻可以一語中的...
謝謝你....
u do glow in my darkness.........
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| i know ...
for sure that.....
another depressed episode is on itz way......
arriving soon
so soon
yet
harmless am i
vulnerable and
half dead
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some say love is like a razor
that leads your sould to bleed
and yet
itz the heart afraid of breaking
that never bear to dance again
but juz remember
in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies a seed thatz with our God's love
in the spring becomes a rose....
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| 戀情懷做依靠
沿途甜或酸仍然互相依靠
常寧願一生至死都與你戀
day after day
night after night
one keeps suppressing
one keeps revealing
if one day
the two changed their duties...
one kept revealing
one kept suppressing
would the world be any different?
.....
how much one has told oneself wt the reality is..
how many times one has thought sth has changed....
and
HOW MANY MORE TIMES ONE HAS DISCOVERED SHOCKINGLY AND UNWILLINGLY THE TRUTH THAT ONE COULDNT WANT TO ADMIT AND FACE ANYMORE......
if one keeps suppressing
one keeps revealing....
however many times the true affect is being dug out
nth will happen.....
hence
conclusion is made.....
one keeps suppressing
one suppresses...
thatz it
yay .....
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| THANK YOU ! 今天是這7個月以來其中一個重要的日子............. u are playing fire baby.......... | | |
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